11:11 To find you

To you,

I've been thinking about writing to you for a while now, because I guess at this point in time, you don’t know of my existence - in the same way that I don’t know of yours; but I like to think that in the same way that I am thinking of you now, that you think of me during the quiet moments of your life.

Whilst walking through town, travelling on the underground, sitting in traffic or ordering a drink in a bar, I look at the men who look at me, and I think, are they you? Have we passed in the street? Have we stood in the same queue? And then I think,  how will we meet? What will you say? Will we know instantly or will it be slow burning?

How will we know?

This time last year, and I wouldn’t have even considered you. You would be another life in the world that I hadn’t given a moment’s thought to, but the world turns and lives change. What has your life been like so far? Have you loved? Have you ever given your heart completely? Has it ever been broken? What scars will I kiss away?

What will our lives be like? Will we agree on wallpapers, will we fight over the washing up? Will you laugh at me when I pull the door that say's push. Will you be there for me when I stumble? 

Whenever I make a wish, I make the wish to find you.

I read that the heart is too big for one person alone, it needs someone to live inside it; I don’t know whether I am meant to be looking for you, I wouldn't know where to start searching, but I want you to know, that right here, right now, you are in my thoughts.

xx

Inspired by Rob Ryan's 'This is for you'